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Monday, April 23, 2012

Carrier That I've went through...

Almost everyone has a dream of something important in life. It is about committing yourself so hardly to the thing you most passionate about, and for me it was always carrier, and it is about the moment where i was about to change my life in future to be better, step by step, from time to time and from one phase to another. :D Its not that easy, but I try so hardly. :P


It feels like battles you survive that make you what you are meant to be. There is no stopping anyone when they really want something, but it sure as hell, ain't an easy road to get to myself. I've been knocked down, kicked in the teeth, betrayed by those who are supposed to be friends, deserted by so called friends who had no problem coming to me for help when I could barely take care of myself, but I was there for them. Maybe some of them. :3  It feels really bad. Sometimes I feel like going to compete with others in a negative way. Or maybe that would be the worst idea. :/ So better not to do that kind of thing. Its stupid as hell. No offense.:3 


For me, in order to succeed in my life, there must always be some sacrifice. For example, maybe a shy, confused or a quiet person like me? (As some people describe me) Its better to not to waste time during weekend in college. For me, I never do overnight at somewhere else or out from the boundary of myself. For some reason, I don't like to do that kind of stuff too. Even If I enjoy to do that kind of thing, who will I go out with? Someone who has no friend, like me? nah,... bad idea. :P

 Its the best for me, to spend more time, during my free time to study or doing some exercise. Especially in the evening? xD because Im not into sports like normal people do. If people would think its weird, then Its not a problem, because Im a weirdo. :) Life is like a stair case. You can't skip a step, and you have to stand on that step until you learn the lesson you're meant to learn. What I can say is that, you should wear your scars proudly, because they're evidence that you got back up!!! :P

p/s: The culture of students must always towards empathy, not aggression. Compassion is the water to put out a angry fire. :D





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